it's been awhile - and i recently lost my granny on april 1st 2014.
i knew this day would come however i really wasn't sure how i would feel about it.
looking back to 10 days ago- all i can remember is thinking i was seeing her breathe when everyone said she wasn't and me thinking that everyone was being a jerk saying she wasn't.
it hasn't sunk in and i do feel guilty for the times i never showed up - feeling guilty for never being able to speak to her because i never bothered to learn the language.
to my amazing grandma - i love you more than you'll ever know. I am sorry for disappointing you but it doesn't change how much i love you.