Monday, 17 February 2014

feeling like a failure

It's 2 am and I've just ended what was an incredibly long phone fight with my boyfriend. 

You know how it feels when you love someone so much yet they verbally abuse you or they wake up one day and realise you're no longer needed in their lives- well I've been through that and I'm not sure if I have recovered

What happens now Is I keep my boyfriend on a tight leash worrying every minute he will do what others have done to me 

What I don't realise is the more I hold on - the more I push him away 

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